A Wave Of Emotions

I just could not do it today I tried but I had to turn around. I was struggling today to leave and keep my emotions in check. I left the house and while I was at the store I felt the tears welling up inside of me by the time I got to my ruck I had some anxiety and then when I got a hold of my mother it was all over. I just cried and cried not because I was angry but because I was seriously depressed. And it was almost to unbearable. My mom told be this is something that I get from the family she called it the family curse.