Burger King

On Saturday before I went to get my hair done, I stoppd off at Burger King to get the 2 for 3.00 Whopper special I pulled into the drive thru and it was a long line so I went inside. When I got in there, the line was long too. There was a man in line that was letting people get in front of him. He let me in front of him only to beg from me he showed me a prescription for several medicines. And said that he needed to eat before he took those medicines and could I help him get something to eat. I made the mistake of asking him what did he want and the he told me tha he wanted a Double bacon Whopper with cheese. I told him that I was buying to 2 for 3.00 and that I would not get him more than what I was getting and that he could chose the types of condiments he wanted but nothing extra as I was not getting anything above the basic price. He kinda mumbled under his breath and then he agreed. This whole incident pissed me off not because I did not want to give up the burger. But because I did not like the interaction of a man asking a woman for help. And know one in line before me or after me offered to hilp this man. I guess it also bothered me because the management did not ask him to not solicit the customers; but then I guess because it was cold outside they did not want to put him out in the cold.

Pretty, Pretty

Today I got up and went out to get a window panel from Pier 1, then onto other shopping and I was in the parking lot of Jewel's and this guy called out Pretty, Pretty to me which was nice I haven't had a cat call in a long while and as crazy as it sounds I liked it.

Dream

I had a dream that really made me think about my life.....
I was with a man in this dream and there was such an intense chemistry between us that we were almost clandestine to be with each other. But with all of the heat between us he showed me that he didn't care for me or even love me. This was something that did not surpass me when I found out. This revelation made me think about my past relationships and I couldn't help but think that it was M because even though he helped me get over and put a bad relationship to an end. He still used me and there was this thing about him that always made me hot for him. But tonight I was speaking with my sister and she told me not to blow this dream off as nothing. Then I thought about it the first boy that I wanted was S and he was sweet to me because he knew that I wanted him and that I was young and naive and he did not take advantage of me when he could have. But then I thought about it more and it all starts with my Dad the classic no dad in my life making me emotionally screwed up. And wanting something that I grew up without and that is the unconditional love of a man.